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Mungkin sebab saya sakit kepala semalam, hari ni masih ada rasa sikit-sikit sakit kepala lagi. As usual the day started early. I reached office, cleared some work on the table and at 9 I went to Jln Duta, there were two meetings, back to back. I reached office again at 1.00 pm.

Of course I was hungry, but at the same time I wished I could take a nap, letih and ngantuk gila...tiba tiba cikM called, ajak makan...so, pergilah makan dulu. Habis makan dalam pukul dua, and sampai office balik dalam pukul 2.15..I have to cancel my earlier plan to take a nap since the next meeting will start at 2.30...yeah...and after that there will be another meeting at 3.30.

At around 5, the 4th meeting of the day ended and I remember walking to my room feeling so damn tired. Tiba-tiba, nampak my boss, Sham and Wana berkumpul...ohhhh, what the heck, saya pun dah tak larat nak buat kerja, join ajalah mereka bersembang/berbincang.

Letih hari ni, tak tahu lah nak cakap..sepatutnya hari ni ada sesi berurut, tapi tukang urut tak boleh datang pulak.....

Hubby pun sudah tertidur depan tv, dia tak mandi lagi tu. Kami pergi makan di Kedai Kopi tadi untuk dinner. Saya terus mandi, so sekarang ni mata masih boleh buka. Esok hubby kerja pulak tu, sedihnyaaaa.

Oh, I had a conversation with hubby just now. We were talking about how a person changed according to surrounding/situation.

For example, during our visit to Japan, hubby became so discipline. He smoke only at the allocated area and the puntung rokok will be trashed into the bin. But once in Malaysia, all of that changed immediately. He will simply trashed the ash and puntung rokok on the floor of any restaurant. Dislike!!

He refers to this as the way you adapt yourself and use this falsafah "masuk kandang kambing mengembek, masuk kandang harimau, mengaum".

As for me, I refer to this as " no matter where you are, or what you are, everything depends on your self, on what you want. You were fortunate enough to witness a great civilization, yet, if you choose to stick with the way you used to lead your life, nobody can change it that but yourself"

Yeah, you don't have to spend a lot of money to change. Macam nak kuruskan badan, makan lah ubat macam mana pun, tak berkesan juga kalau tidak consistent dan tidak bersungguh-sungguh. Kurus sekejap aja, lepas tu, the fat will again accumulate. Haaaa, lihat lah apa yang berlaku kepada diri saya sekarang ni.

Sesetengah orang pulak, konon nak jadi baik, pergi umrah...haaaa, balik umrah, tak de perubahan pun...pastu, plan nak pergi lagi. Kalau nak baik, tak perlu pergi umrah, duduk kat malaysia pun boleh jadi baik....kalau betul la kita memang perlu pergi umrah untuk menjadi baik, bagaimana dengan orang miskin yang tak mampu tu...adakah orang miskin tidak berhak/boleh menjadi orang yang baik?

Haaaa....orang yang penat memang suka membebel...saya dah tak larat, good nite guys, have a good weekend...