Kerja terkejut lagi

Hari ni telah dikejutkan dengan email dari M... untuk mesyuarat esok bersama KSU..huish...masak ni.

Boss sedang buat preparation. Saya?...bila nak buat preparation ntah, meeting pagi, meeting petang...alamat kena buat di rumah la. Dannn, meeting esok adalah pada pukul 5.00 ye, harap jangan berpanjangan lah.

Semalam, hubby and I tidur depan tv aja, mungkin sebab penat sangat kut. Tapi dah tua-tua ni, tidur atas karpet tu, sakit la pinggang sikit....malam ni kena pastikan tidur secara betul di tempat yang betul.

Sekarang ni, pukul 12.40, saya berpuasa, nanti pukul 3.00, tak tahu lagi, ha ha...semoga dikuatkan iman.

Okay lah, banyak perkara yang perlu diselesaikan. Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan, insya allah.

Friday!!

Saya baru tengok blog 'from home' gambar peanut pergi Paris, macam best aja. Jealous.

Kadang-kadang kita memang dapat pergi bekerja di luar negeri, tapi tak semuanya best sebab:

1) schedule terlampau pack, tak sempat nak bergumbira

2) kerja tu stress, kena buat presentation ke...ha, dapat jalan pun tak best

3) kawan yang kita berjalan tu tak best, macam peanut punye team tu, ada sahak la, ada en zahrin la, mesti best

4) tempat tu memang tak best...macam saya pergi Laos...tapi tetap best jugak, cuma kalau ditanya nak pergi lagi? no no no

5)duit tak banyak...ha ha ha ha...

Hmmm, semoga ada rezeki saya pergi ke Paris satu hari nanti, dengan hati yang gembira lah. Dengan hubby ke, insya allah, aaaamiiiiin.

Hmmm...it's Friday, pagi tadi ada meeting, petang ni ada dua lagi meeting...sekarang ni, lunch break.

Saya pergi KL Sentral tadi, ada jualan buku-buku Islam, tapi beli satu pun. Lepas tu, pergi beli sandwich di Dunkin Donuts, lepas tu, jumpa pula jualan murah Guardian..pusing-pusing, beli juga sampai RM142.00. Tapi beli benda yang memang di guna la, juga fish oil...kan mahal sikit.

Balik ofis, terus pergi ambil wuduk, solat, makan dan baca blog. Rasanya baiklah saya lelapkan mata sekejap supaya lebih fresh selepas ini...okies, have a nice weekend everyone.

Mode Malas!!!

Dah lama juga saya malas ni, mula hari Isnin lagi.

Malas nak check paper officer. Malas nak buat kerja. Kat rumah, malas nak basuh baju, sebab hari asyik hujan aja. Malas nak bangun pagi. Malas nak iron baju. Malasssss.

Tapi makan tak malas. Tidur pun tak malas...maka badan pun tidak malas untuk kembanggg....tulon tulon.

Lagi satu, update blog ni, terajin pulak. Mungkin malas dan update blog correlation nya adalah negative, that's why.

Anyway, now is my lunch break, nak main bola and zzzzzzzzzz

Berdua adalah lebih baik?

I have just read Abby Abadi's blog and cannot help crying...ha ha ha....saya simpati dengan apa yang dia terpaksa lalui! Though I do not have anything against Memey, I really am sympathize with what Abby has to go through now, yeah, raising three children on her own surely is not easy.

Berdua adalah lebih baik?

He he, believe it or not but I really think 'berdua' is better and you just have to trust me because I have spent 36 years of my life being a bachelor.

It is really not a question of whether I can take care of myself or not or whether I am the independent person or not. I am independent and can take care of myself. I was happy when I was a bachelor but I must say that being married made me feel 'complete'.

Most things seems to be easier handled if you have someone to share it with you. I remember the process of buying my new house at Jalan Ferum was very much easier done with hubby around. There were 1001 things to do, but since you have someone to share the burden, things seemed to be simpler and lighter.

But of course god made things happened for a reason and For whatever reason, I know such situation must be the best for Abby. And even though she has no husband/parter with her, Allah has granted her a supportive family, friends and beautiful children, she should be thankful for that.

And, as for me, I am thankful that I am married to my hubby. No, he is not perfect, but neither am I. I hope we would continue complementing each other and be happy with our life, insya allah.

Bila Terlalai

Tiga jam yang lalu saya dalam mode bengang.

Saya kan manusia biasa, yeah, tiga jam yang lalu, I was so upset that I have forgotten to seek Allah's help/guidance. I simply MALATOP!!

But Alhamdulillah, while I was updating this blog, I suddenly remember to say my prayer.

And things just went smoothly after that. The officer whom I reassigned did the job easily, and I managed to cool  down a little.

The power of prayer..thank you Allah for reminding me to seek for your assistance always, Alhamdulillah.

And sorry Allah for forgetting you just now even for a little while

mode bengang

Hmmm, ingatkan hari ni free sikit, boleh la keluar lunch dengan gang lama, tapi ada masalah berbangkit pulak, langsung tak de mood.

Di tempat saya kerja ni, ada satu kerja yang perlu di buat within 2 days. Memang saya rasa idea ini adalah ridiculous, and our organisation is not ready for it yet, but since it was approved, I just have to follow the rules.

The application came in last Friday and I only know about it late Friday. I have assigned the officer but only today I found out that the officer has not done anything about it because without looking at the thing, she assumed that the application is not the one that must be processed within 2 days.

I jumped and my voice started to go to the higher pitch, and, the officer is on MC today! hmmm, nak buat camne ni? Bengang tahap gaban!

Of course I can assign other officer and I can imagine how bengang the other will be since this is not the first time that she has to cover for the other officer. Hmmmm...bukan senang nak jaga orang ni, macam-macam perangai dan masalah dan yang stressnya, Boss la...

Antara perangai yang common yang saya tak larat adalah ;

1) unreliable :
-seperti selalu tak turn up especially on Mondays
- selalu sakit sampai kadang-kadang confuse, betul ke sakit ni, kan muda lagi. Asyik menipu ambil MC tu kan macam doa, nanti tuhan granted and give you sakit yang betul-betul baru tau
-bagi kerja suka simpan, bertangguh, bila kena submit, dah MC pulak

2)berkira : asyik compare kerja dia dengan orang lain, bagi kerja sikit, bising...kalau kita tunjuk perasaan dan tak bagi kerja langsung kat dia, haaa, baru sedih pulak bila rasa diri tak penting, merungut lagi

3) Garang : haaaaa, yang ni, tak tahu nak cakap la, bagi kerja, marah je, muka tu asyik masam aja. Orang lain asyik salah aja, dia aja yang betul...sampai saya boss pun takut nak approach dia.

4) Golongan yang give up : yang ni selalunya golongan yang tua, suruh belajar computer, tak nak/tak tahu...susah gak

bla bla bla...banyak lagi...tapi akhirnya, yang tension, boss la. Tu la sebab, boss banyak uban, ada darah tinggi. Boss yang ini sedang bertahan...semoga Allah permudah kan segala urusan, ha ah, tadi tak cool and I have forgotten to pray . Semoga di permudahkan segala urusan ya allah, dan semoga I will have a better team in the future, insya allah. Aaamiiinnn!

Monday Blues and My Busy Sunday

I joined my husband's side of family to attend a wedding at Putrajaya recently. Overall the wedding was okay with good food and also interesting guests to watch and gossip about since one of the bride is a daughter of Linda Helmi who used to act in Malay dramas. Another interesting couple was Noniswara and hubby, huh, cantik lah dia tu, tinggi and all (but I haven't got the chance to see her shoes though). The husband was equally good looking...ha ha...

Looking at Noniswara and hubby I am sure the hubby is very proud of having such a pretty wife...hiks..rasa rendah diri la pulak saya nih, awat saya ni dah cuba untuk mempunyai hati yang bersih, tapi tak cantik macam noniswara nih..haaaaaaaaa, fikir cikbib, fikir.

Since my hubby's uncle is a Prof Emiratus, many of the guests were 'VIPs' whom I do not know, ha ha, but what the heck, since the environment was comfortable, I don't mind sitting and watching until dinner was served and alhamdulillah, the food tasted good too.

Satu perkara juga telah terjadi di mana saya telah pergi ke toilet...saya main masuk je toilet tu. Bila dah selesai, saya pun basuh tangan, tiba tiba saya jadi pelik sebab ada puntung rokok di sink, lepas tuh, saya dengar orang berdehem dalam toilet, suara lelaki pulak tuh..huk aloh...aku masuk toilet lelaki rupanya.

keluar toilet, saya rasa malu sangatlah, malu pada diri sendiri. Tapi, bila saya ceritakan kepada suami saya, dia selamba aja kata, biasalah tuh!!! 

Okay, seperti biasa, keluarga hubby akan tunggu sampai lewat malam baru la balik. Sebelum balik, mereka telah bermesyuarat dan rupa-rupanya, di dalam mesyuarat itu, telah diputuskan supaya makan malam pada hari esoknya akan diadakan di rumah cikbib yang sangat pandai masak tuh..tu dia, without consulting her first pulak tu.

One of my niece informed me on the decision and I was like...huh?

But hubby was very efficient. Knowing my limited skill in cooking, he called his friend and asked him to masak for dinner tomorrow..huh, settle satu benda.

I was tired therefore I went straight to be after my isyak prayer and started to have plan on what I must do tomorrow.

The next day, I woke up, bath, masuk baju dalam washing machine, and started to do the things I should.

i) prepare air masak, untuk buat oren sunquick

ii) keluarkan pinggan untuk basuh kalau perlu and also lap.

iii) sapu sampah, lap habuk, susun balik meja.

iv) kemas dapur supaya bila basuh pinggan boleh terus ada tempat nak letak.

v) kena beli/prepare sendiri dessert? Hubby and I pergi pasar, he said, just buy buah la cikbib, and I said, swell, love the idea. But rezeki kut, ternampak pulak jeli lapis kek pandan tu, beli dua ketul. Selain tu, kami beli anggur dan mangga.

Tak banyak sangat kan? Yup, buat sikit-sikit, tak terasa sangat.

Tengahari nya, I suruh hubby bawa guests keluar berjalan, and I went for a long nap..I need to save my energy.

Dalam pukul 6.30 ptg, saya buat air (letak ais pukul 8.00), potong jeli lapis pandan tu, bawa keluar anggur and potong buah pelam.

Lepas tu, saya mandi dan solat maghrib.

Lepas tuh, guests pun mula datang. Semuanya selesai dalam pukul 12.45. Selepas tetamu balik, kami pun kemaskan sikit sana sini, buang sampah dan tidur...macam mana la nak bangun esok ni..

Esoknya, memang tak larat nak bangun. Saya memang nak minta cuti, tapi tidak boleh sebab bos pergi Sabah. Tapi bos kata, saya boleh datang lambat sikit. hmmmm, saya bangun pukul 8.30, mandi, dan hanya mula bertolak jam 9.20 dan sampai office sebelum pukul 10.00.

And now, despite of the fact yang terlampau banyak kerja yang perlu di buat, saya masih mamai lagi...tak boleh fokus....

Yesterday and The Day Before

The Day Before : Thursday, 20 October 2011.

The first meeting started at 9.00. The second meeting started 10.30 and finished at 12.30. Once I reached my room, I was soo terkejut, my table was full. Macam macam ada, reports to be cleared, new applications, letters and bla bla bla...stress!!!

Tapi tak pe, work apart, I felt like eating nasi kukus and therefore dengan bersemangatnya telah turun untuk cari nasi kukus...tengok tengok, kedai nasi kukus sudah tutup...uwaaaaaa, langsung merajuk, langsung beli roti aja...

petangnya, ada another meeting, pup pap pup pap, haaaa, dah pukul 5.00. Bila saya nak buat kerja ni? Kerja melambak, esok ada meeting, tak buat preparations lagi..haaa, sudah panick.

Tiba-tiba, PA saya bagi slip gaji, yay, gaji sudah naik ....alhamdulillah (annual increment la)

Terpaksalah bawak juga fail balik rumah. I selected the more urgent ones...untuk esok, whatever lah, tak nak stress.

Malamnya, hubby ajak pergi makan di Kasih..celebrate sebab gaji naik...yeah. Agaknya, sebab tu tuhan tak bagi saya makan nasi berlauk tengahari tu, sebab nak bagi saya lapar sehingga makanan malam tu dirasakan begitu sedap...alhamdulillah.

Balik dari makan malam, saya sempat lagi kemas bilik, completed my 2 kms run, clear kan fail yang di bawa balik..and somehow, I felt good..alhamdulillah

Yesterday : 21 October 2011

Meeting started at 9 and only ended at 1.00 (on Friday afternoon). The session was a stressful one and my head was banging once it was finished. I was terribly hungry too. So, I went to buy lunch and decided to take a nap, unfortunately, my brain was too active and I could not asked it to stop for a while..so, no nap.

I woke up, performed my dzuhur prayer anddddd, began working again. Then, there was another  discussion, after that, there was a punch out session for one Senior Director who retired.

Once I was back in my room, I decided to stop and poped the paracetamol..I packed some of the files to clear during the weekend..

Waktu balik, hujan sangatlah lebat, sampai takut nak drive. Sampai aja di rumah, alhamdullilah hubby dan sedia buka pintu. Kami pergi dinner cepat-cepat sebab kena kemas rumah, the guests are coming tonight.

Selesai mengemas dalam pukul 11.45 malam, kemudian saya mandi, sembang dengan hubby dannnn dozed off.

Hari ni : Sabtu 22 Oktober 2011


The guests have arrived, and being a perfect host, I did not wake up to greet them, I must be feeling very tired...

and now, Saya sedang berborak di meja makan bersama hubby, MIL, SIL and BIl...Happy!!!

Menjadi

It is now 12.30 p.m.

I have just finished clearing a pile of files, alhamdulillah.

Managed to clean up one of the rooms as a preparation. Yup, I am expecting some guests this weekend.

Managed to do one round of laundry.

Managed to do my 2 km run/walk on the treadmill.

Watched some part of fifi fairuz fuiyo (better than sitting in front of the tv but dozed of within seconds)

Missed la pulak cerita fasya sandha tuh, tak pe, hubby dah brief.

Now is time to hit the bed. Maybe what I need is exercise, yeah, insya allah, esok boleh ulang lagi.

Good night guys, have a good rest since another long and tiring day is waiting for us again tomorrow!

Letih??

Saya sedang mengalami keletihan melampau pada waktu malam...

Balik rumah, saya makan malam, mandi dan mata ini akan tidak boleh ditahan-tahan lagi untuk tidur, walaupun setelah di letak kayu mancis seperti yang telah dibuat oleh Mr Bean.

Oleh kerana saya selalu bawa kerja ke rumah, saya hanya akan boleh bangun selepas pukul 12.00. Saya pun bangun, siapkan kerja ofis, gosok baju supaya tidak terkejar-kejar esok dan baru tidur balik.

Hmmm, I wonder why am I so penat. Oleh sebab penat, saya selalu tidak sempat menonton Fifi Fairus Fuiyo (siapa tahu rancangan nih?)

Salah satu sebab penat mungkin kerana kekurangan oksigen. Untuk menambah oksigen, saya perlu exercise? Hmmm, mungkin boleh cuba, bila mengantuk, pergi lari sekejap atas trade mill tu, kalau saya lena atas trade mill tu pulak? haaaa, ini mesti ada masalah serius ni.

Esok, saya akan berkampung di Jalan Duta. Ada 3 Mesyuarat, 2 pada waktu pagi, satu lagi pada waktu petang. Dah lah atas meja ini ada banyak fail lagi yang belum di clearkan. Doa saya semoga dipermudahkan semua urusan saya ya Allah, insya allah!

Ditetak Air, Takkan Putus?

Haaaa, pernah dengar pepatah di atas? Tahukan maksudnya? Maksudnya, kalau berselisih faham macam mana pun antara adik beradik, tali persaudaraan yang ada, tidak akan putus, sebab memang perkara itu tidak boleh digunting atau di potong untuk putus, he he...

Hmm, adik beradik ni, memang selalu ada masalah. Lebih-lebih lagi, kalau sudah ada 8 orang adik beradik macam saya ni, dan, lebih-lebih lagi, sekiranya di dalam adik beradik tu, yang bongsunya sering menimbulkan masalah, marah tidak kena tempat, sikit-sikit kecik hati, sikit-sikit komen fasal orang lain, macam dia seorang saja yang sempurna.

Dalam adik beradik saya, secara amnya, semuanya okay-okay aja..(kecuali yang bongsu tu lah). Adalah yang sorang tu, terlebih emosi sikit, asyik ikut marah dia aja, yang sorang tu mulut bisa sikit...yang sorang tu dah macam out of the circle, tapi sian pulak dekat dia, yang sorang tu terlebih BMI (yang bongsu kut)...tapi secara am nya, masih ok, sebab saya pernah tengok hubungan adik beradik yang lagi teruk.

Setengah orang kata, dalam setiap keluarga, mesti ada menyimpan tengkorak a.k.a. masalah di dalam almari masing-masing. Semua keluarga ada tragedi masing-masing.Ada yang berkelahi fasal harta, ada yang berkelahi fasalllll...harta lagi...he he...macam macam masalah sebenarnya.

Semua masalah ini akan membentuk keluarga itu pada masa hadapan? Yup, the foundation of the family. Masalah itu akan menyebabkan family itu retak atau terus kukuh?

Sebagai contoh..saya rasa, kesan daripada kematian kakak sulung saya menyebabkan saya lebih appreciate family saya. Itu kan baik? Tapi ada banyak masalah juga selepas itu, but shall we call it 'challenge' instead?

Selalunya akan ada terkecil hati sana sini sewaktu kenduri kendara. Ye lah, lambat panggil ke, tidak dijemput sama sewaktu pergi meminang ke, atau sewaktu menerima pinangan ke, atau dijemput ala kadar saja ke i.e. not properly done. Masalah ini tidak pernah terfikirkan oleh saya sewaktu saya lebih muda dahulu, tapi sekarang, barulah saya faham perasaan sekiranya makcik pakcik saya dahulu ada terkecil hati...hikss...

Tapi ye lah, anggaplah semua ini sebagai cabaran untuk membina sebuah hubungan keluarga yang lebih kuat. Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. Siapa yang pernah 'unfriend' adik, kakak, makcik pada satu ketika dulu, sila 'friend' balik dalam facebook ye. Siapa-siapa yang rasa parut di hati masih ada, sila beli vitamin e cepat-cepat supaya parut itu hilang. Ye lah, sebab life has got to go on, and it is not healthy to carry all those disappointment though out your life.

Vokal

Hah, rancangan vokal is on. Rancangan yang focus on your talent, not on the way you look...haaa, fits me well.

When I was younger, I used to be very shy. Believe it or not, but due to my shyness, there were times when I treated other people badly, I avoided places with many people like kenduris, family gatherings and if I were there, I became completely out of place, avoided eye contact and trying very hard to be invisible, even though I was too big to hide.

I kept on saying that "people do not understand me but if they know me, understand me, they will surely like me. I am very kind inside people, but I am just not showing it, I am very funny too.."

Hmm, but I guess along the way I learned and try to improve. I try to be a good person inside and out. Yes, you have to be good inside for your own self, and outside, it is for others who are around you, since you cannot live in this world alone.

Recently, during the hari raya , I was impressed with the way one of my niece helping me out with the house chores. She was very systematic, relax and confident. Even my mom complimented her...ha ha, bukan senang tu, saya sampai sekarang pun belum perform up to the standard lagi.

Alhamdulillah, ada seorang yang bukan macam I..ha ha..in fact, I would say that generally, the younger generation are more confident compare to the older generation, but that does not mean that they are better...

awat saya cakap macam ni? orang nak cakap fasal rancangan vokal tuh...hek eleh, dah tak de mood dah nak cakap...tapi rasanya saya akan follow kut rancangan ni..I wonder whether my mother is also following the programme...he he, nanti boleh check.

okay lah, esok kerja, dan saya sukaaaa kerja, sebab dapat gaji...ha ha

Improving me

I used to be someone who is never happy with what I have.

I was without self confidence, and keep one blaming other people for whatever weaknesses I have.

The person whom I blamed was always my mother...ha ha

yeah, I am fat because of the eating culture I inherited from the the family

I am lack of confidence because she kept on complaining, she nagged on every single thing, there's always a better way in doing things...bla bla bla. Nothing is perfect and she is always worry, kept on looking at things from the negative point...when I started to have little confidence, she will tell me not to get overboard...ha ha...and being naive, I took it from different way...a wrong way...hmmmm

But I was lucky because I have good friends around me and I was opened for improvement. I learned from people around me, the surroundings and also from reading.

I learned that I am not bad at all compared from many other people.

From my mother's constant nagging, I became someone proper, and behaved. I just need to open up and loosen up a little. I have all the basics..really, polish it a little, and there, I can shine...ha ha ha

Just don't do what you do not like others to do to you...and if you are kind to others, you will be treated nicely by other people. If you are cold to others, that is what you will get in return.

Nowadays, the circle of people I have to meet everyday varies. Foreigners from overseas come every week. And I just have to learn to behave, yeah, and within this circle I think the most important thing is to relax and be confident of yourself...

They can feel it if you are not relaxed.  These people are usually the top people from companies and they are very rich, knowledgeable and experienced people. I must admit that I do feel  out of place sometimes and feel like going out somewhere instead of being with all these people.

I felt so small mingling with all these tycoons...even though I am big/fat...ha ha

But they need out assistance despite of the fact that I am not as rich...kan? So, with whatever I have, I gather my confidence, try to relax and...I just made it through so far..

Ha ha...it is not easy to become someone...how to say...polished? huh, you have to move right, say the right thing, and most importantly give right advice?...ha ha...I am still learning now but I think I am improving? yeah...insya allah

are you happy?

If you start comparing

you are not appreciating what you have now

If you don't appreciate what you already have,

then you can't be happy...

but you need happiness,

because, what is life if you are not happy??

Blaahh

I visited one factory last Thursday. After the visit, the manager and the accountant brought us to Secret Recipe, for some drinks.

Of course we chatted, from business to our life. But the one thing that I would like to highlight is their comment on their difficulties to get the right candidates for their factory.

They commented that the young generation/graduates are not loyal, and are not able to communicate in English well...hmmm...biase dengar kan?

I would say that generally the new graduates are not good in communication, be it in English or BM. Maybe it is the way we were raised. We were never thought to speak properly. We use our Bahasa Pasar. Contoh terbaik : Blog ini.

As a result, we are unable to express our thoughts/ideas properly.

I would advice the younger generation to read more good materials, be it in English or BM. Spend money to buy newspaper and allocate time to read. To improve your vocabulary, always refer to dictionary, and please, use the English-English dictionary.

Since I am the youngest in my family, I was exposed with reading materials since I was small. I started to read my sister's form 6 novels when I was 7-8 years old. Though it was rather heavy, but I was exposed with good books, good writers. I started to know A.Samad Ismail, Shahnon Ahmad and other famous novelist at a very young age.

When I was a little older, I started to read English novels. Mills and Boon and many more. I developed my vocabulary through reading these novels.

But I hardly read any of the Malay Novels (yang cerita cinta tu). Yes, I do know who Ahadiat Akashah is, but I have never read his novel...hikss

I read all sort of materials including the majalah hiburan, I was once very surprised when a friend of mine do not know a thing about the entertainment world..maybe because she does not have any older siblings to expose her.

hmmm, melalut?

Bottom line is, it doesn't matter how good your result is, but if you are not able to express yourself, to convince the interviewer of what you are capable of, it will be very hard for you to find a job. It's a challenging world out there, you guys better be prepared.

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday a few things were done...yeah, what a relieved.

1) sudah gunting rambut and basuh and urut...best...lega rambut pendek. Rambut pendek is very important to me since I do exercise in the morning before work and therefore having a shorter hair makes it easier for me to wash and dry it. If not, dah la rambut tebal giler, lambat lah nak memproses nya. Lagipun, rambut pendek mengurangkan jumlah rambut yang perlu di sapu di lantai...sebelum ni, ya allah, punya la banyak... so, orang yang tidak berapa rajin perlu play smart.

2) the chinese man came to check my washing machine, and sekarang sudah elok, alhamdulillah. But the chinese man said, the jangka hayat of my washing machine is about to end...haaaa, dia kata, paling lama pun, 10 tahun. Tak pelah, sekarang lapan tahun, give it another two years at least lah. We have to pay him RM140...alhamdulillah, if not kami kena tambah satu kosong di depan nombor 140 tu.

soooo, hari ini, bangun pagi, solat subuh, melepak, walk on my treadmill, kemas bilik, basuh kain lagi, breakfast and mengadap komputer. Sepatutnya lepas ni pergi Putrajaya....insya allah.

And the thing that taunt me is here to stay. he he he...tapi impact nya tak berat sangat. Malasnya nak fikirrrrrr....huh...

Hari Sabtu Yang Redup

Hmm, we started early today, Alhamdulillah

Solat subuh, bermalas-malas sat, done my 2 km walk, mandi and wash cloth with my two hands, sidai teh baju and had breakfast.

Lepas tu, godek laptop ni sat...hmmm, lepas ni kena kemas bilik dan bersiap untuk ke kedai gunting rambut, perlu dipendekkan, rimas.

Lepas tuuuu?...hmmm, tak fikir lagi...

Shuk tengah tengok concert double trouble di Astro Fiesta, Awie angkat Amy...ish....kuatnya Awie tuh.

Something is bothering me actually, but I am determine not it let it bother my mind, yeah, nothing can ruin my cheerful weekend, I am determine to do so..even though I have to wash kilos of dirty cloth ha ha..yang penting happy

Washing Machine Saya Rosak

Today, I had 'nasi berlauk ikan' as breakfast. I was sooo teringin, decided to call Che Lah and ordered early in the morning...haaa, in fact, belumpun bayar lagi...terlupa.

Sekarang ni, lunch break, hari Jumaat. Tiada panggilan atau message di terima, so, I decided to stay in my  room and update this blog.

Actually I am facing a little problem at home, yeah, washing machine sudah buat hal, bukan tak boleh spin ke apa, dia langsung tidak boleh on....

Masak!! Kami telah meninggalkan setimbun baju sebelum balik ke kg minggu lepas. Setelah balik semula ke Shah Alam, sayapun dengan bersemangatnya mahu membasuh kain. Tengok-tengok, tak boleh function...huh..berat!!

So, saya dan hubby pun basuhlah sikit-sikit supaya timbunan itu berkurangan. Yelah, mata pun tak larat juga tengok baju tidak berbasuh macam itu kan. Tetapi, disebabkan hujan yang selalu turun, baju yang tidak ber spin itu pun agak susah mahu kering...hmmmm

Ada cadar yang tebal juga perlu di basuh..ha ha, betul laaa

Hubby pulak, busy sikit minggu ini dan tidak sempat untuk memanggil mereka yang lebih pakar untuk melihat apa sebenarnya yang rosak. Hmmmm, saya harap, boleh la dibaiki, if not, memang wajiblah beli baru.

Washing machine itu sudah berumur dalam 8 tahun rasanya. Saya beli sewaktu saya tinggal di Bangsar. Hmmm, mungkin kami asyik sembang-sembang nak beli washing machine yang baru kut, langsung yang ini merajuk...

Tak pa lah, kami akan menguruskan perkara ini esok. Sebelum settle, saya perlu terus kan membasuh menggunakan tenaga saya. Apa-apa pun, saya tetap bersyukur sebab masih hidup dan dikurniakan kesihatan untuk melakukan kerja membasuh sendiri bersama suami...yang penting, gembira...have a nice weekend everyone.

Saya rasaaaa

I feel fat

When I look at the mirror, I simply dislike my image

My cheek is chubbier

I do not look okay

I looked tired and old

But still

Why is it so hard to fast every Monday and Thursday

Why is it so hard to exercise at least 4 times a week

Why is it so hard to discipline myself

But I cannot stop trying...saya kena doa banyak-banyak ni..ataupun kena jumpa Dr Rozmie secara private, boleh berbual macam ni


Dr Rozmie : Dr Rasa puan ni boleh kurus kalau makan Jus Mate tuh


Cikbib : Cikbib rasa pun begitu Dr., cuma kena lebih disiplin


Shukri : Suami Cikbib rasa, Dr memang betul. Selain disiplin, suami  cikbib rasaaaa...cikbib juga memerlukan seorang yang tegas untuk mendisiplinkan dia, tidak lain daripada suami cikbib la..(a.k.a ustaz rasaaaa)


*** okay, yang tidak faham dengan joke yang dimerahkan, sila abaikan dialog di atas ye...
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I visited the redmummy blog just now and read about her review on The Private Life of Agent Nora.

There was a photo where all the performers lined up on the stage and of course, Tiara Jacquelina and Adibah Noor were also there.

Hikkksss... the funny thing is that, I was comparing myself with Tiara, not Adibah Noor...ha ha...no wonder la I become so stress.

I should learn to be thankful of what I got kan, like Adibah Noor. She is so confident and people simply cannot resist her talent...

Semua orang tidak dilahirkan sempurna, tapi kita mesti menyempurnakan apa yang telah Allah anugerahkan kepada kita.

Cheer up guys!

Short One..

Today, I am very happy because I have this parti makan-makan at my old Division i.e. IT Division. There were sooo much food, ada roti jala, laksa, nasi dagang/lemak, pulut dengan kelapa, rendang, sate, lemang, sphaghetti and many types of dessert.

I makannnn...cannot elaborate because if my husband knew, he will marah. Hmmm, but I went back to my room feeling soooo full, blurp!!

Not long after that, I had to attend a meeting with this one Korean Co.. The meeting went well except that both gentlemen/investors were so damn busuk. I was so tak tahan and had to cover my nose with my hand.

And now, I don't know why, but the smell stays....dah menyerap kat baju I kut...ergggh