It's Saturday morning and raining..heaven...
tapi ye lah, sebab memang biasa bangun awal, tak boleh lah sambung tidur lama sangat. Hubby pulak, pagi-pagi lagi dah lapar dan keluar pergi cari breakfast...so, that's how our day started.
Hubby asked whether I could sleep or not last night. I asked him why he asked and he said I was restless the whole night, and due to that, he could not sleep either.
I asked him he did not do the usual method to calm me down i.e. to lock (kunci) so that I could not move and will become more relax.
He said he did, but he can handle it only for a little while, once we dozed off and he lost his grip, I will become restless again. Ha ha, it is sure not easy to become my husband, I can sometimes act like a baby.
I never realised that I can become so restless because I was always sleep alone. No doubt there's mood swing during my menstrual but I did not realise that it effected my sleep. When I woke up this morning, I realised that my eye bags were more visual and my body was stiff, I could not bend my body, hmmm, I must be getting old.
What could be the reason of this restlessness?
1) I am having my period and I have forgotten to take my EPO last night, minyak angin je sapu
2) stress kerja, I have a lot to learn within this one week period and I feel like bursting.
3) Kakak saya nak buat kenduri, and although I am trying hard not to interfere, down deep inside I am very worry of the whole thing...no updates at all till now.
4) I am not well? ada sakit apa-apa ke?...haaa, risau?
hmmm, as for now, I pick no 1 as the contributing factor. I have swallowed my EPO and decided to tak a rest after this. I have a lot of thing to do after this..you need to relax cikbib, your body and mind deserve it..be kind to them.
okies ladies/gentlemen, have a nice weekend. Be kind to yourself, please make them happy.