Monday, October 24, 2016

24 Oktober 2016 - Puasa

Assalamualaikum.

Apa khabar you alls. 

Saya sihat sahaja hari ini dan agak okay juga mood saya walaupun hari ini hari Isnin dan sebenarnya saya tidak puas cuti. Tahu tak kenapa saya tidak puas cuti? Hah, sebab Jumaat malam (21 Oktober) ada program dan hari Sabtu petang (22 Oktober) juga ada program. Oleh sebab ada program, maka kurang lah masa yang dihabiskan bersama suami saya. 

Satu lagi sebab cuti tidak puas adalah kerana suami kurang sihat dan kurang mood. Bila suami kurang sihat, dia pun jadi macam tidak larat dan lebih banyak berihat. Bila keluar, buat pertama kali sepanjang saya duduk di KK ni, saya drive ke semua tempat. He he he, serve me right lah, sebab kalau tidak, hidup ni macam senang sangat. 

Suami saya boleh tahan la juga memanjakan diri waktu dia tidak sihat. Sebagai contoh, apabila kami di shopping mall dan terjumpa Baskin Robbins, dia terus pergi duduk di kerusi dan request "saya nak ice cream". Uwaaaa.....Apa-apa pun, saya doakan semoga suami saya cepat pulih, aaamiiin.

Dan sekarang ini, cuaca di KK adalah gelap dengan hujan turun. Semalam pun cuaca adalah berangin, bukan angin sikit-sikit, tapi semua siling pun macam terangkat-angkat bergetar. The monsoon is here indeed.

Dan hari ini juga, jam 4.08 minit petang, saya masih berpuasa...tadaaa. You all mesti tahu betapa nipisnya iman saya ini untuk berpuasa di luar bulan ramadhankan? Tapi pada hari ini, alhamdulillah saya masih berpuasa....insyaa allah habis lah tu kut.

Sebenarnya saya hampir sahaja berbuka puasa sewaktu menemankan suami bersarapan pagi tadi. Hmmm...alangkah eloknya kalau saya boleh terus istiqamah berpuasa seperti ini pada hari Isnin dan Khamis setiap minggu. Ada sebab juga kenapa saya mengambil keputusan untuk berpuasa pada hari ini iaitu :

i) saya banyak makan pada hari Sabtu dan Ahad
ii) minggu ni ada banyak sangat program makan, ada 2 lunch and 2 dinner
iii) memang sunat pun puasa hari Isnin kan
iv) ada seorang kawan itu memang asyik puasa Isnin Khamis aja, jadi saya sudah jealous

Lagi satu, you all ada akaun istagram tak? Saya sebenarnya telah terbuka akaun instagram tanpa sengaja dan saya dapati sekarang, followers saya ramai juga, tapi saya tiada satu post pun di situ. Saya tiada post sebab saya tidak tahu macam mana nak buat post...haiyaaa...memang ketinggalan sungguh saya ni.

Okay lah people, I better stop now...insyaa allah nanti saya update lagi ye...bubaiiii





Wednesday, October 19, 2016

Kena Pindah?

Assalamualaikum,

I am sorry for not updating this blog for so long guys . There are so many things that I would like to share here, unfortunately I am/was not in the mood. 

It has all started on 19 September 2016 when hubby received a wassup message from the owner of the house that we are renting now requesting us to move to another house. 

I simply lost my mood after that and was stressed out while hubby was a little bit more relaxed. He consoled me of course and was telling me that everything will be all right. He kept on telling me that Allah must have a better plan for us.

We started our search for a new house right after that. We started googling and went around the area we are staying looking for a suitable house. We decided to stay within the same area that we are living now mainly because it is under UNIFI coverage and also a few other reasons. 

The search went on for like 2 weeks when we finally have narrowed down our list into having only 2 houses. And you know what, that was among the most confusing and critical period because both of us could not communicate. 

Hubby has made his decision right away while I just want to browse other houses first. 

It wasn't easy for me because it was actually the time where I need somebody to talk to, to discuss things over and to make decision together, but hubby was certainly not the one. I was lost and under a lot of stress. But alhamdulillah, Allah has helped us simply by having someone else renting out one of the  two houses and that has leave us with no choice.

For me it was a great relieved. Alhamdulillah, we have decided on the house that we are going to move into, and my kepala terus jadi lebih ringan. However, I just found out during dinner tonight that hubby is now feeling the pressure about moving by the end of the month. 

I understand his feeling of course since moving into another house is such a hassle process. There's a lot of things that need to be done and not forgetting the amount of money that you need to use. 

But I guess it is just a part of a process kan...cabaran sikit-sikit sebelum kami dapat yang lebih baik. Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan untuk kami, dan semoga semuanya akan berakhir dengan baik. Aamiin