Monday, April 19, 2010

Can I make it through?

I am now sitting in my living room, on a sunny Monday morning. I'm on leave today. Yeah, I desperately need a break.

My boss was on a long MC last month and left me with all the responsibilities. I felt as if I was brought into the middle of sea and was left alone to swim to the shore. There was a time that I think it was so unfair but fortunately I was not given time to think. Too much work and too little time limit my mind to wonder... I just go on and on and I must admit that there were times that I feel my head felt so heavy and I just wish out...yeah, I just want a break..

I know I must not prolong it for it will could damage my health..I could get hypertension (god forbids)...I could get heart attack...I'm serious. I must learn to take things easy and learn to control stress...I must love myself more.

But come to think of it, I think I wouldn't mind doing loads of jobs. I do not really mind to stay back and finish up my work everyday...but I think what's missing is motivation....I must find ways to motivate myself and also my officers, and please god, help me....



2 comments:

  1. CikBib BOLEH! go cikbib go! seperti anak2 ida selalu laung2kan 'BE GOOD,BE BETTER BE THE BEST!' & bila ida ucapkan 'ANAK-ANAK....' mereka akan sambung dengan perkataan 'CEMERLANG!'... Ida yakin cikbib pasti boleh.. jgn tensen2 k...

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  2. hebat anak-anak you ida...motivated betul. anyway, things are better now with the new boss around. I am so relieved!..terima kasih juga atas kata-kata semangat you, itu doa juga kan? Insya allah, I akan jadi lebih kuat lepas ni, dan jadi lebih baik...

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