Sunday, April 24, 2011
Dissapointed
Is very disappointed with hubby today...the very very...we have been married for five years and he claimed that he knows me damn well, but I just wonder....will this ever changed???
borak di hari ahad
It's Sunday today, and here I am, munching and writing at the same time.
I would like to talk about AF concert yesterday. I would like to talk about one of the contestant, Amir.
Last night, Amir sang this song 'Dilema' which I have never heard before, and he was dressed in white. His vocal was totally out and he looked very sad...once finished, the juries were all as confused as I was...what was the song about, what was it that you were trying tell the audience...and he cried.
Once, when I was attending my PTK course, the advisor, while trying to cool us down, was comparing us with AF students. He said, yeah, all of you are stressed, but I am sure, what you are feeling now is nothing compare to what the AF students have to go through every week for 3 months. Imagine having to face a public humiliation every week.
And I could not agree more. I think even the PM Malaysia would find the open critics hard. Huh, I wonder if Ogy were to be criticised, apa la yang akan jadi agaknya...malatop!!
Let's go back to Amir, he is only 18 years old and the pressure must have got into him and he cannot stand it anymore. For me, to be able to go through the whole process that far was already something to be proud of. To be able to come out of the Academy alive and sane is good enough! It is not an easy life out there, even though the objective is to be a performer, to entertain people. Tambah-tambah bila Ogy mengkritik, tak de seni langsung...too damn serious, walhal benda tu untuk seronok-seronok aja.
hmm, conclusion? I guess there's no conclusion, life is not easy, handle everything wisely.
I would like to talk about AF concert yesterday. I would like to talk about one of the contestant, Amir.
Last night, Amir sang this song 'Dilema' which I have never heard before, and he was dressed in white. His vocal was totally out and he looked very sad...once finished, the juries were all as confused as I was...what was the song about, what was it that you were trying tell the audience...and he cried.
Once, when I was attending my PTK course, the advisor, while trying to cool us down, was comparing us with AF students. He said, yeah, all of you are stressed, but I am sure, what you are feeling now is nothing compare to what the AF students have to go through every week for 3 months. Imagine having to face a public humiliation every week.
And I could not agree more. I think even the PM Malaysia would find the open critics hard. Huh, I wonder if Ogy were to be criticised, apa la yang akan jadi agaknya...malatop!!
Let's go back to Amir, he is only 18 years old and the pressure must have got into him and he cannot stand it anymore. For me, to be able to go through the whole process that far was already something to be proud of. To be able to come out of the Academy alive and sane is good enough! It is not an easy life out there, even though the objective is to be a performer, to entertain people. Tambah-tambah bila Ogy mengkritik, tak de seni langsung...too damn serious, walhal benda tu untuk seronok-seronok aja.
hmm, conclusion? I guess there's no conclusion, life is not easy, handle everything wisely.
Friday, April 15, 2011
talking to myself
Yoooohoooo...it's Friday, the day I love most! I thought I could spend a little time sleeping, but one officer came to discuss somethin, so, there goes my lunch break, discussing work. Macam busy sangat kan? Actually I did have time to visit my favourite blogs just now, meaning that I did manage to take some break.
Hmmm...a friend came yesterday to say goodbye since today is going to be her last day in M***. I asked her how she feels and she said she keeps an open mind. Problems will be everywhere, office politics and all that. But she plans to go through it, and face a new problems and just leave the old one which she has been carrying these few years and I could not agree more.
Problems will be everywhere. I remember when I was to move to my new Division, I was alerted about the officer whom may not be as efficient as the one I have in my old division. But funny enough, I just grow to appreciate this 'not so efficient' staff. I must admit that she is rather slow, and is always late, ha ha. But I know despite that, she is very sincere, and is trying very hard to cover her lateness in arriving by going back late everyday. Another thing, she is very affectionate. Yeah, thinking about her just make me smile.
I believe in whatever you give, you get back. If you try to make things easy for others, people will do the same to you. If you are cold to others, people will be cold to you. If you do not want to smile to others, people will not smile to you...If you like to judge others, people will judge you back...life is as simple as that.
As for my 'not so efficient' staff' I just accept her, and try to compromise and complete her weakness...and as a return, she buys me kuih everyday and serve me some more...ha ha ha...that just makes me wonder whether I am really sincere or not! Have a nice weekend everyone!
Hmmm...a friend came yesterday to say goodbye since today is going to be her last day in M***. I asked her how she feels and she said she keeps an open mind. Problems will be everywhere, office politics and all that. But she plans to go through it, and face a new problems and just leave the old one which she has been carrying these few years and I could not agree more.
Problems will be everywhere. I remember when I was to move to my new Division, I was alerted about the officer whom may not be as efficient as the one I have in my old division. But funny enough, I just grow to appreciate this 'not so efficient' staff. I must admit that she is rather slow, and is always late, ha ha. But I know despite that, she is very sincere, and is trying very hard to cover her lateness in arriving by going back late everyday. Another thing, she is very affectionate. Yeah, thinking about her just make me smile.
I believe in whatever you give, you get back. If you try to make things easy for others, people will do the same to you. If you are cold to others, people will be cold to you. If you do not want to smile to others, people will not smile to you...If you like to judge others, people will judge you back...life is as simple as that.
As for my 'not so efficient' staff' I just accept her, and try to compromise and complete her weakness...and as a return, she buys me kuih everyday and serve me some more...ha ha ha...that just makes me wonder whether I am really sincere or not! Have a nice weekend everyone!
Thursday, April 14, 2011
What is your shoe size?
Saya sangat excited untuk menulis sebenarnya, tapi tidak tahu apa yang mahu di tulis.
Hmm, I realised that if I were disturbed, I will keep on calling my husband's name...hiks...and last night, since he heard his name called, he came to me asked " apahal cikbib?" and I was likee....
ha ha ha...I did tell him part of the story, not thorough though..malu. Well I told him that my officers and I were having this conversation and the topic was "what size is your shoe?"...
And Shuk asked back "So, just let them know?"
Then I said " it's big, malu la"
and Shuk said " so it's big, so? just let them know"
and I was like ......
ha ha ha...actually the story started like this. My officers and I were on our way to visit this factory and one of the girls was having problem with her shoes. That is when the discussion on shoes, legs, foot etc. started. I admitted that mine is the same like cinderella's fat and ugly stepsister's size. But when they asked, I answered them 7.5...7.5???? I am wearing size 8 man, and in future maybe 9....unless i stop growing.
haaa...and the problem now is not that I am ashamed of my shoe size anymore, but I am more ashamed because I lied...uwaaaaa....I hate myself!
Hahhhhh, such a small matter but it effected me last night. I have let it out here, in this blog and I hope I can continue life without thinking so much about this anymore....winks
Hmm, I realised that if I were disturbed, I will keep on calling my husband's name...hiks...and last night, since he heard his name called, he came to me asked " apahal cikbib?" and I was likee....
ha ha ha...I did tell him part of the story, not thorough though..malu. Well I told him that my officers and I were having this conversation and the topic was "what size is your shoe?"...
And Shuk asked back "So, just let them know?"
Then I said " it's big, malu la"
and Shuk said " so it's big, so? just let them know"
and I was like ......
ha ha ha...actually the story started like this. My officers and I were on our way to visit this factory and one of the girls was having problem with her shoes. That is when the discussion on shoes, legs, foot etc. started. I admitted that mine is the same like cinderella's fat and ugly stepsister's size. But when they asked, I answered them 7.5...7.5???? I am wearing size 8 man, and in future maybe 9....unless i stop growing.
haaa...and the problem now is not that I am ashamed of my shoe size anymore, but I am more ashamed because I lied...uwaaaaa....I hate myself!
Hahhhhh, such a small matter but it effected me last night. I have let it out here, in this blog and I hope I can continue life without thinking so much about this anymore....winks
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
to go...or not to go
Received a call from Japan yesterday. It was from my brother, asking me whether I am really going to Tokyo or not. My answer is...I really don't know. Air Asia has postponed my flight schedule to early May, but the current situation in Japan now is really not too good, so I guess I have to hold my decision just yet.
According to the earlier planned, I am suppose to be in Tokyo now..ha ha, menikmati keindahan bunga sakura di gurun sahara...tapi, alhamdulillah laaa tak jadi pegi, kalau tidak, sakit telinga la saya kat sana, tak ke havoc?..hmmm...allah knows what is best for me.
Jari hubby pun tak baik-baik lagi, suruh pergi klinik, tak nak pulak, takut kena potong...semalam, punya bersemangatla suruh saya cari jarum, cari lilin, panaskan jarum dan cuba keluarkan apa-apa yang ada dalam jari yang membengkak tuh...saya pun, apa lagi, buat bagi orang lain sakit is not a problem for me...ha ha ha...tapi, oleh kerana keadaan saya yang kelihatan sangat kejam itu, hubby langsung takut dan tak bagi saya buatkan..dia nak buat sendiri..dia kuis kuis aja, mana nak ada lubang...so, hari ni, jari hubby masih bengkak dan berdenyut-denyut...siannya. Saya doakan Shuk cepat sembuh ye, aaamiiin.
As for me, I am on drugs now..ha ha, doktor telah bagi antibiotic, pain killer yang power dan ubat anti swelling + drops. I ikut aturan makan religously because I really want to get well soon. I just realised yesterday that I am missing my home, I miss the normal cheerful me and hubby, the normal jokes, conversations...sekarang ni, balik rumah, dua-dua menahan sakit, dan kurang selera makan...begitulah pentingnya kesihatan yang baik. Jaga diri baik baik semua orang and remember, HEALTH IS WEALTH!!
According to the earlier planned, I am suppose to be in Tokyo now..ha ha, menikmati keindahan bunga sakura di gurun sahara...tapi, alhamdulillah laaa tak jadi pegi, kalau tidak, sakit telinga la saya kat sana, tak ke havoc?..hmmm...allah knows what is best for me.
Jari hubby pun tak baik-baik lagi, suruh pergi klinik, tak nak pulak, takut kena potong...semalam, punya bersemangatla suruh saya cari jarum, cari lilin, panaskan jarum dan cuba keluarkan apa-apa yang ada dalam jari yang membengkak tuh...saya pun, apa lagi, buat bagi orang lain sakit is not a problem for me...ha ha ha...tapi, oleh kerana keadaan saya yang kelihatan sangat kejam itu, hubby langsung takut dan tak bagi saya buatkan..dia nak buat sendiri..dia kuis kuis aja, mana nak ada lubang...so, hari ni, jari hubby masih bengkak dan berdenyut-denyut...siannya. Saya doakan Shuk cepat sembuh ye, aaamiiin.
As for me, I am on drugs now..ha ha, doktor telah bagi antibiotic, pain killer yang power dan ubat anti swelling + drops. I ikut aturan makan religously because I really want to get well soon. I just realised yesterday that I am missing my home, I miss the normal cheerful me and hubby, the normal jokes, conversations...sekarang ni, balik rumah, dua-dua menahan sakit, dan kurang selera makan...begitulah pentingnya kesihatan yang baik. Jaga diri baik baik semua orang and remember, HEALTH IS WEALTH!!
Sunday, April 10, 2011
hidup ini...
saya sedang sakit telinga..telinga saya sakit sampai berdenyut-denyut selama tiga malam, malam tadi, tak larat, saya berdoa banyak-banyak, Ya Allah, tolonglah sembuhkan penyakit telinga saya ni. Tolonglah hentikan kesakitan ini...tolong. Di samping itu, terfikir, ini baru sakit telinga ni, belum kanser lagi...nauzubillah. Tapi asasnya, baru sangat sedikit nikmat yang Allah ambil dari saya iaitu kesihatan telinga, terus saya rasa tidak bermaya, tidak bersemangat! Semua fail yang saya bawa balik, tidak bersentuh...betapa lemahnya saya ni.
Yang peliknya, suami juga menghadapi sedikit masalah (atau masaalah?). Tidak tahu mengapa, tetapi jari telunjuknya bengkak. Selalunya, sekiranya ada masalah, seperti bisul, jerawat dll, yang berada di tempat strategik seperti mata, telinga, hujung jari, kesakitannya berganda, dan oleh kerana itu, saya rasa saya faham betapa sakitnya jari suami saya. Dia pun bad mood juga...so, rumah yang di huni hanya oleh dua orang yang sedang bad mood.
Apa yang akan jadi bila anda bad mood? Ye, senang marah...semalam, tak semena-mena, nada suara suami naik sedikit...dan saya, yang tidak biasa dengan nada suara itu telah bertindak balas...ha ha ha, jadi berlakulah keadaan tidak bertegur sapa sekarang ini...bila ianya akan berakhir? tungguuuu
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Let's review what happened last week ye. Saya mahu bercerita tentang lawatan saya ke sebuah kilang di Banting. Kilang ini adalah sebuah kilang yang sangat besar dan satu-satunya pengeluar 'HRSC' di Malaysia pada masa sekarang. What significant about this factory is that there an Electric Arc Furnace installed to produce steel and the first time I set my eyes on the furnace I was like..owww...it's likeeee...hell??? really..
The temperature in the furnace is 1,800 degree..imagine that. The factory was full with black dust and all of us was like getting a free sauna there..ha ha...I was also informed that their electric bill is like more than 1 mill per day..and the furnace must work everyday because just to reheat it all over again will cost them even more. Luckily they recycle the water consumed to cool the ready made steel, if not, they may have to spend the same amount of money for water bill.
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Next week, my schedule is as usual, full. There will be factory visits on Monday and Tuesday. I will be in Terengganu on Wednesday and Thursday to visit another mill. On Friday, there will be JPCs meeting, one whole day..I need lots and lots of jamu I think.
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Hey, I have finally updated the cosmetic part of my blog. Love it? ha ha. I have just found out the number of visitors also, 2 ribu lebih je...ha ha ha...tak pe, slowly...
Yang peliknya, suami juga menghadapi sedikit masalah (atau masaalah?). Tidak tahu mengapa, tetapi jari telunjuknya bengkak. Selalunya, sekiranya ada masalah, seperti bisul, jerawat dll, yang berada di tempat strategik seperti mata, telinga, hujung jari, kesakitannya berganda, dan oleh kerana itu, saya rasa saya faham betapa sakitnya jari suami saya. Dia pun bad mood juga...so, rumah yang di huni hanya oleh dua orang yang sedang bad mood.
Apa yang akan jadi bila anda bad mood? Ye, senang marah...semalam, tak semena-mena, nada suara suami naik sedikit...dan saya, yang tidak biasa dengan nada suara itu telah bertindak balas...ha ha ha, jadi berlakulah keadaan tidak bertegur sapa sekarang ini...bila ianya akan berakhir? tungguuuu
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Let's review what happened last week ye. Saya mahu bercerita tentang lawatan saya ke sebuah kilang di Banting. Kilang ini adalah sebuah kilang yang sangat besar dan satu-satunya pengeluar 'HRSC' di Malaysia pada masa sekarang. What significant about this factory is that there an Electric Arc Furnace installed to produce steel and the first time I set my eyes on the furnace I was like..owww...it's likeeee...hell??? really..
The temperature in the furnace is 1,800 degree..imagine that. The factory was full with black dust and all of us was like getting a free sauna there..ha ha...I was also informed that their electric bill is like more than 1 mill per day..and the furnace must work everyday because just to reheat it all over again will cost them even more. Luckily they recycle the water consumed to cool the ready made steel, if not, they may have to spend the same amount of money for water bill.
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Next week, my schedule is as usual, full. There will be factory visits on Monday and Tuesday. I will be in Terengganu on Wednesday and Thursday to visit another mill. On Friday, there will be JPCs meeting, one whole day..I need lots and lots of jamu I think.
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Hey, I have finally updated the cosmetic part of my blog. Love it? ha ha. I have just found out the number of visitors also, 2 ribu lebih je...ha ha ha...tak pe, slowly...
Saturday, April 2, 2011
berita pukul 4.00 pagi
Esok, insya allah saya akan balik kg., to visit my mother.
sekarang ni, pukul 4 pagi, tadi saya tertidur pukul 11.30., pukul 3.00 bangun, ingat nak sidai baju, tapi alhamdulillah, suami dah sidaikan...lega..
hmmm, malam ni juga, untuk kesekian kalinya, kami tidur atas karpet je, tak naik atas pun. Hubby mula-mula tengok game (tennis), pastu, terlena dan tak larat nak naik atas....he he...kami ni, manapun boleh lena...itu pun kira rezeki jugak tu kan?..
esok, kami plan nak balik kg., visit mak. Kalau ada rezeki, mungkin kami try call angah, nak tanya, ada durian tak? he he...
how was my week? hmmm, seperti biasa, penuh dengan suka dan duka..
Isnin
ada meeting dengan company. It is funny because we have been communicating via telephone before and has built up perception that this group of people really like to shout..ha ha ha...tapi bila jumpa, mak aiii..orang tua rupanya and handsome and soft...hmmm...
Balik rumah, hubby dah belikan durian, huh, seronok bangat...Shuk beli 3 biji and we ate 2 biji. After Maghrib, Shuk went out with his brothers and that's when I was attacked by cockroaches..ha ha
Tuesday
Ada upacara melawat dua kilang di Bangi. Oleh kerana tiada kenderaan pejabat yang available, sayapun memandu sendiri bersama kawan. The visit was really and eye opener where I have learned on how Steel Services carried out their services and how 2 piece tin can was manufactured. After the visit, we had lunch at Bangi Golf Club and only reached office at 3.20 p.m. After solat, I was so tired/sleepy atau headached? I don't know but I just could not continue with office work.
I wanted to go home so much but a friend came to talk...ha ha ha...well, tunggu lah sekejap kan,but I manage to get out of the office at 5.50...reached home by maghrib and teman suami pergi dinner (walaupun tak larat tahap gaban). Balik dinner, mandi, solat isyak , and I went straight to bed...I was worried that I might fell sick or anything...but alhamdulillah, the next day, I felt better.
Rabu
Ada meeting dengan company pada waktu pagi, petang, sibuk clearkan paper officers. While doing that, one of my officer came to inform that she has got her anjakan...huh...alhamdulillah. Called cik Z, and apparently, she has got hers also...also many-many others...ha ha ha...After I received the news, I could no longer focus on my work lah, I just have to go around and gossip sikit-sikit...
Malamnya, kami pergi Anjung de 7 and had dinner, saya makan mee bandung, Shuk makan mihun sup.
Khamis
Hari ni ada marathon meeting. Ada 3 meeting yang bermula pukul 9, dan semuanya habis dalam pukul 6.00 petang, no break, saya keluar je sekejap untuk solat zohor...and I was sooo tired.
Hari ni juga adalah hari bersejarah kerana ini adalah hari terakhir Y.Bhg. Dato' DDG II mempengerusikan mesyuarat. Sedihnya...
Sejarah saya dengan Dato' bermula sewaktu dia menjadi Pengurus Bahagian HR dalam tahun 2001-2002. Pada waktu itu, saya telah menulis memo meminta untuk ditukarkan ke Bahagian Industri. Kedua-dua bos saya waktu tu terkejut dengan keputusan yang dibuat. I was informed that Y.Bhg. Dato' has actually allocated a place for me in one of the Industry Division, unfortunately, the DG then has disagreed.
Selepas itu, I was approached by Dato' to become one of his committee member in Kelab MMMM. Hmm, that was when I started to get to know him better, and starting September last year, I was lucky enough to be placed at Metal Industry, an industry which is close to Dato's heart...
Peluang untuk bekerja dengan Dato' adalah antara kenangan manis saya di MMMM. Dia sentiasa membantu dan mempunyai cara tersendiri untuk mengatasi masalah. Dia juga seperti seorang bapa yang sentiasa mempunyai kasih sayang untuk setiap pegawai yang dianggap seperti anak-anaknya...hik hik..awat emosional? ha ha..ye lah, we are going to miss you Dato'.
Apa-apapun, balik ke rumah petangnya, saya mandi, solat, pergi dinner...dan, bila balik dari dinner tuh, memang tak larat dah nak buka mata, terus tertidur depan tv. He he, bangun pukul 12, solat, dan sambung tidur di atas.
Jumaat
Hmmm, saya banyak buat research hari ni, done some reading and assigned kerja baru untuk officers. I also cannot help wondering why I was so weak the whole week? hmmmm. kira punya kira..barulah perasan yang masanya akan tiba...sebab tu lah pun asyik tak larat dan agak cepat terasa hati (so not me)...waktu tu , barulah tercari-cari my PMO...tapi berkesan lah, bila makan tu, memang terasa kuat sikit...he he
tengah hari, had lunch with friends and heard some not so good news...huh...semoga keadaan akan bertambah baik selepas ini Ya Allah...
okaylah, minggu lepas sudah berlalu...dan semoga minggu hadapan akan menjadi minggu yang lebih baik untuk saya, suami saya, keluarga saya, kawan-kawan saya dan semua semua semua...
okay, nak sambung tidur
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